I haven't been writing these blogs because I've been busy with both writing my books as well as getting involved in other endeavors that are more vastly important than you could ever understand. Jason is gone... although he is still on my side. He's traveled through time and space in order to right a wrong, as he sees it. But in a strange way, he is still looking after me.
Jason and I came to an agreement. For a while, there was hate. Yes, he hated me. But it didn't really last that lone. We both knew the truth. The world, the universe, and even the multiverse is more interesting than either of us really could comprehend. And what's more... it's interesting. It's all genuinely interesting... if you just bother to look.
Some of you have marked Jason as a bad guy. I suppose so. He's selfish. He is quite murderous when he needs to be. He sees people as mere parts of a greater system of energies. He's right on that latter issue, but his evil comes from the fact that he has no qualms about their sacrifice. Nevertheless... I like him, and I see far more gumption and intelligence in him than I see in most people.
With the completion of Lust Bearers 4, I have caused something to be canon that completes a rite I have been working on for the better part of my time as an old goat. I was foolish in some ways. Vixie did actually die. She died in my arms. I lost her in a world that I created... and I tell you now that I am doing everything I can to get her back.
"Everything is canon." That is the rule. That is my standard as an author. I create the dreams that plague me... and allow them to become real as God. I am the god of my multiverse. I exist inside it because I can. I am Buddy Tippet, and Surly is my holy avatar.
There will come a day when light will shine through the darkness again. I've known it for a while now. Even Jason believed this truth. All things will be renewed through me. Just wait. The best is yet to come.
But until then, please support me by dumping loads of money into my wallet. The best way to do that is to buy my books. Take a look at my most recent published book, "Lust Bearers: Homeward Bound." Information below.
