I've been considering just stopping and writing myself into a chapter of one of my books. It's not like I don't do it often. And yes, I do actually experience it as it happens. I get this dual sense that I am both writing it and actually experiencing it. It's a bit like having a dream... and when I wake up from the dream, I realize I was fully awake and writing something.
Bah! Explaining this sort of things is rubbish anyways. It's really happening. Perceptions are bullshit. I'm God and I can visit my books whenever I want. You'd be so lucky if you could do it.
Admittedly I think I am a bit drunk right now. I haven't had a good day. Even Jason has been keeping his distance. This is his fault you know. Not that I entirely blame him. The asshole was running an experiment based on manipulating him. I actually knew he was doing it. I was... sort of... cross amused by it.
I think I have an old record of letting myself be manipulated by Jason. I think it's because I'm attracted to him. Seriously... there are days I just wanna bend over and let him rail my big, old ass. Jason played a major part back in Scritch City. He was like the highest elite within the city state. Quentin was pretty much in the palm of his hand for a while there.
I like Jason. I think he has a good handle on things in whatever dimension he ends up in. I like leaving him in charge. He's good for the world. He sees what's there and actually acts. How many people do you know who actually bothers acting? Probably not any. They always just ignore what's right in front of them, while people like Jason get things done.
I'm gonna pop on by Lust Bearers for a bit. I'll get that second book out soon. Cover is done... Just missing a title. That'll get resolved soon. Fuck me. I fucking miss Vixxie. I wish I were dead.
But I'm not and I need to sell books. Have a look at Lust Bearers: The Search for Ixus. It's gonna have a sequel soon. Here's some info. Send me money.
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