Was it just a dream? Had I really been there? Where it is true I, Buddy Tippet, found Scritch City in a dream, I did feel as if I had woken up on its streets. Miss Silky guided me there, did she not? Perhaps. Either way, I am awake now... although there is nothing here.
I don't believe Scrich City is gone. It's still out there. Everyone is still alive and making decisions. But they are doing it despite me. But where am I now? Where is this? Is this home?
All I know is this: I have my laptop with me. I have my books. I still live with the broken memories that I may or may not be myself. But I believe I have to move on. Scritch City can manage itself. I need to explore and see what is out there.
It is, perhaps, a good time to fall back to basics. I am a man who greatly adores the very concept and foundation of hedonism. I believe that the selfish should be allowed to provide for themselves. I know this is who and what I am. And as time slowly drifts by in whatever plane I find myself in, I shall keep writing. I shall keep exploring. And as I do these things... I shall report them.
Please stand by.
Buddy Tippet may be in a void. His imagination and creativity may be the things that fills it. If so, a universe of unabashed indulgence is about to be created.
ReplyDeleteYou. Even here you can hear me. Who are you?
DeleteThat's the spirit, onward to explore new things and create.
ReplyDeleteI'm afraid, yet calm.
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